I let all the words get to me.
I think something inside of me snapped yesterday. What was it that he said? That he wanted me to be stronger for myself, that I needed to show it. I nearly lost it, but I went to sleep instead.
This is what I do, I run instead of addressing the issue at hand. And now there are so many issues and now there are too many that need addressing.
So I'm done letting all the words, the negative comments, & criticisms bring me down. I'm done allowing myself to feel fundamentally flawed based on the words or actions of anyone other than myself. I will no longer stand for believing that I have to change in order to appease everyone around me. Forget that.
Because, here's the thing.
I actually like who I am.
Even though I've gotten myself into several messes & emotional ruin, I love that I am willing to take that chance. I love that I love, that I fall fast & I fall hard.
I feel like I'm living & I think I might have finally found myself.