This is not goodbye.
This is I need space and I need time.
I desperately need to find my peace. I need to mend my heart, my spirit, my soul. And right now there are too many distractions in my life.
So I need to take a step back and focus on what really matters.
My heart's been a revolving door of broken & I question my existence too many times in a day. I'm searching for ways to come to terms with my past. I need to find my light.
I've spent the past few months getting to know a God I never believed in, one I was never introduced to. While it brings me some sort of peace to be in church listening to His word, it still feels a little forced. Maybe I need to put more effort into it, spend more time with Him. Or maybe I need to continue searching for a faith I better identify with. Maybe religion isn't the answer. But I don't know what I don't know.
I want to be a better person.
I want to feel whole
so maybe I'll start with meditation.
This is I need space and I need time.
I desperately need to find my peace. I need to mend my heart, my spirit, my soul. And right now there are too many distractions in my life.
So I need to take a step back and focus on what really matters.
My heart's been a revolving door of broken & I question my existence too many times in a day. I'm searching for ways to come to terms with my past. I need to find my light.
I've spent the past few months getting to know a God I never believed in, one I was never introduced to. While it brings me some sort of peace to be in church listening to His word, it still feels a little forced. Maybe I need to put more effort into it, spend more time with Him. Or maybe I need to continue searching for a faith I better identify with. Maybe religion isn't the answer. But I don't know what I don't know.
I want to be a better person.
I want to feel whole
so maybe I'll start with meditation.
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